Remember...

I had a very important reminder today thanks to Nastaran!

I had been feeling so badly for almost a full week that I forgot what my goal is and should be...I am not undergoing chemotherapy and enduring all that comes with it including the bad days just to say I've been through it; I forgot about the big picture--I'm fighting to be cured and cancer free for the rest of my life!

I think I must be on the upswing because today was a little better than yesterday or at least that's the way I feel.  Although it took me an entire hour and several breaks during that hour, I actually got some dishes done.  To be able to have accomplished something other than just laying on the couch is a big deal.  I must be getting better, there's no way I could go any lower--I don't think.

Another reason I think I'm getting better is that I'm actually getting excited about Christmas again.  Tomorrow is the big day and I haven't felt very excited about the fact in a few days but this evening I'm actually smiling as I think of all joy and happiness tomorrow morning will bring especially to my little nieces and nephew in Alabama.  The thought of a possible white Christmas is even thrilling.  It is the most wonderful time of the year!!!