of feeling less than stellar. I had the energy to make it from my bed to the couch and that's all she wrote! I am less sore all over but still don't have the energy to do much or want to do much.
My parents left for Alabama this morning, I had mixed emotions; glad to see that they would be spending Christmas with the grandkids but more importantly I get to be in my own space again. I truly appreciated all they did while they were here but I'm sure many of you can imagine what's it's like to have to give up independence, privacy and autonomy. I was able to actually JUST veg and do nothing else this morning once I dragged myself out of bed. I got to lounge on my couch in peace and comfort--not that my parents wouldn't have let me do that but it's different when they are around.
I'm supposed to spend this weekend with Sujin but don't feel like bringing her and Sam down this Christmas. I am quite happy just laying on my couch not thinking about or doing much and would hate to think that Sujin and Sam would have to entertain me or wait on me if I did spend the holidays at Su's. I don't think being alone this Christmas would be particularly sad especially because all I want right now is to feel better and being at home regaining some strength and energy may be all I need. I'm not in the mood to talk much or explain how it is I'm feeling exactly and what would make me feel better--to be honest I really don't know.
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