I am definitely feeling SO MUCH better compared to one week ago, even compared to just a couple of days ago. Although I still feel like it's taking me a lot longer to get back to feeling like myself, the way I feel today beats what I felt like a week ago.
I'm already dreading the weekend because I will be on call. I'm dreading it even more because I feel like I haven't had a single weekend to just enjoy while I'm close to 100%. I'll get my next cycle of chemo next Friday and I think we all know what that weekend is going to be like--nothing to look forward to nor anything I'll enjoy. It seems like it's taking longer to get over the fatigue, GI upset, etc and so I have a feeling I won't be enjoying the following weekend a whole lot either which just leads to yet another weekend of call followed by yet another cycle of chemo--YAY me! Yes, yes...this too shall pass, it is only temporary...blah, blah, blah...and that's why you get to read about it on my blog because this is how I get to vent.
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