Another good day--I thought! My body is playing some mean tricks on me.
I woke up tired and needed an extra 15 minutes or so to get ready, I blame the fact that another one of the side effects of chemo is kicking in--I've now got the runs (sorry, I know TMI). I was woken at 2AM feeling nauseated and running towards the bathroom to find out that yet another side effect was awaiting!:( But I got to work feeling OK. Throughout the morning I started to get my second wind, I was on a roll!!! After lunch I was feeling so good I decided to venture down into the operating room....not such a good idea; 30 minutes into having scrubbed and I was having to scrub out!:( I was so angry at myself and frustrated, why can't my body just co-operate with my mind? Is that too much to ask? I have (as have the rest of my group) banned myself from the OR until I have gotten over chemo and radiation!
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