Can't believe it's time for another cycle of chemotherapy already. In some ways, it feels like it took so long to get to my next cycle; yet on the other hand, it seems too soon. I'm dreading the way I'll feel and what the next treatment will bring. I don't want to stop feeling so good, like I do now--able to do the things I was doing before all this started. I'm just looking forward to getting it over with. By tomorrow night, this time, I'll be in Alabama. I'll get to enjoy 4 days of Sweet Home Alabama which includes a lot of southern comfort food and of course the Iron Bowl!!!
It's amazing how much warmth you loose from your head! There's something to be said about wearing hats in the winter. I usually let Shirley (aka Sasha Fierce, aka Shelly, aka Sandra D or just Gus) rest on her temporary stand when I get home and it was obvious the moment I took her off Sunday that my head felt so cold. I can't stay too long without putting on a hat or turban in order to keep warm, it doesn't matter how many layers I put on, it's all about covering my bare head.
I wonder how long it'll take for me to get used to my new look or if I ever will. I feel like I'm looking at a stranger when I see myself in the mirror. It's funny but a few people at the hospital had a hard time recognizing me at first; or maybe it's a good thing. I know with time, even this will pass; just wonder how funny it will be in a few years to look back at my pictures now and try to remember how and what it is that I am feeling now.
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