Another blah day! I'm proud to say I made it into work although I woke up feeling like I couldn't possibly get up and get dressed. I thought I did pretty well, saw as many patients as I could in morning clinic; although by 11:30 I was ready to fall out. Was lucky that we had a lunch brought in by a drug rep and all I had to do was fix a plate--I literally inhaled my lunch and went back to work. I lasted all afternoon and got home after a full day of work. I just wish I felt even just 25% of my normal self. I don't want to be a complainer but I really hate the way I feel right now. With that said, I know I've said before that it could be worse so I really shouldn't complain!!! AHHHH!!!! Now that I've gotten that out...
I actually do feel better. I don't know where or how but I got my second wind after I got home from work and finally unpacked from my trip to Alabama and then did some laundry! This is huge considering how bad I felt just a couple of hours earlier. I would be extremely happy feeling like I am now from now until my next treatment, although I am human and I tend to be selfish and always want more--so, yes that means I would want to feel better than this for some time before my next treatment.
People keep telling me I'll get used to my "new normal" but I keep wondering when that will happen because it sure hasn't happened yet!
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