Imagine if you can, me dancing on the tallest mountain (much like the opening scene of The Sound of Music where Maria has her arms outstretched and singing "the hills are alive...") with Handel's Messiah resonating from the clear blue skies...that is how I feel right now!! I am SO grateful to be feeling somewhat normal again, although my new "normal" is not nearly what normal should be. And although many of you may frown upon the fact that I tried to get out of my final cycle of chemotherapy, may I just stop you now from shaking your finger at me or sending your disapproving remarks as I was very unsuccessful in getting this approved by my Oncologist. There was absolutely no hesitation or a even an ounce of consideration before I was reprimanded with a BIG FAT NO! :/
The last week has made me even more appreciative of my "good days" and being able to do even the simplest activities of daily living. I am truly humbled by what I am going through and have learned huge lessons about life, I only pray that I will never forget what I have learned and am able to live my life to reflect all the lessons learned.
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