I wanted to sit in my corner and prepare for the next round following my re-excision this Thursday but it seems that I won't have much time to regroup. I am scheduled to have a port-a-cath placed next Tuesday and will then start my first cycle of chemotherapy the following Wednesday.
I'm nervous to say the least, I wasn't expecting to start my treatments so soon. I know I'm more anxious about the unknown; specifically, what side effects, if any I will have to the chemotherapy. I've accepted the fact that I will lose all my hair but there is a part of me that is scared to think of all the possibilities and the worst case scenario.
As one of my surgeons put it: "it's like prison; the sooner you start your time, the sooner you get out." So here's to getting out sooner than later!
I agree with the doc - since you must do it anyway, then go on and get on with it! I do hope that you will have very minimal side effects - I will keep you in my thoughts :) see you very soon!
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