Waiting for Round 2

Standing in my corner waiting for Round 2 to begin.
As tough as I try to act I think The Big C can feel my fear.  I know my fans are behind me 110%.  All I can do to thank them is to fight a hard fight!

But what a day I had to endure today...I know tomorrow is a new day and things will be better.  I was told the cancer was in my breast not in my brain but why have I become so retarded? (excuse the political incorrectness!)  Maybe they should check for mets to my brain!  I was totally responsible for my sister missing her flight into Baltimore this evening.  Sophie is coming to take care of me for the first couple of weeks after surgery and what do I do to thank her?  Give her the wrong flight information!  And she can't even get mad at me because I'm having surgery tomorrow.  She's stuck in Chicago trying to make her way here from Mississippi, way to go me!  To make things worse I took out my frustrations on a patient who is probably worse off than I am.  As rude as he was to me, I'm sure I didn't help things any with my attitude; I dished every bit of rudeness and belligerence back at the patient instead of trying to be understanding, compassionate or caring.  God forgive me and give me the strength to get through this with grace and empathy!!