A Rough Night

Last night was tough, not because of pain but I found myself tossing and turning although I was exhausted.  I reflected a lot on the past and how I got to the present and began to worry about my future.

I know I am never alone but I don't know if I could do myself justice in trying to articulate everything I am feeling and worry about, would it be possible for anyone to understand?

Thanks to Megan, Sandy and Yulia for keeping me preoccupied yesterday evening.  And thank you for telling me how silly and giddy I was under the influence of anesthesia!  It's always nice to know I can make my friends laugh, whether it was intentional or not and whether I remember it or not!

My pain is better today.  I continue to have high output in my drain, which is expected.  I've only been out of work for 3 days but am already going a little stir crazy, who knows after a couple of more days like this I may just get used to being a couch potato.