The countdown begins...

I am down to my last 8 treatments as of this evening!  It is a bit surreal to me, I can't believe that this ordeal will be behind me very soon.  There is a huge part of me that is giddy inside at this realization but there is also a small part that worries about the future and whether I will stay cancer free.  I know that this is not something I should worry about now but it has crossed my mind a few times.  I feel like I've fought such a brave fight but am so scared that the battle may not truly be over.  I guess for now I should just concentrate on getting through my treatments and crossing that finish line that lies not too far away!