It's amazing what the human body can endure. To think that just a couple of weeks ago I had wanted to literally die; and it was after a week of feeling miserable that I miraculously and all of a sudden began to feel better. I remember waking up one morning and being able to get out of bed, actually able to stay awake for a short period of time; the following day I was feeling even better. Like I mentioned in one of my previous posts, I felt like I was improving by leaps and bounds as each day passed and now I almost feel like I'm close to being back to normal. This whole experience has made me realize how important and glorious good health truly is. I can now appreciate the frustration and depression chronically ill patients must feel. I hope that I will never forget this and always be grateful for what I have.
It has been a crazy week at work and now that I'm feeling better I have found myself getting back into the thick of things. I feel wiped out once I get home but am just glad that I am able to get up and get to work the next day. I still don't have an exact date to start radiation but know it won't be too long before I am scheduled for my first treatment. I have absolutely no anxiety or fear about the treatments, I feel confident that I'll get through my 34 treatments without much difficulty. I just can't wait until the day that I can announce that I have officially beat The Big C!
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